Life of a DarkAngel

2009-04-15T22:35:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, 15 April 2009

Atlast...this dae had cme.....is my 3yr anniversary!!! HAhaaha..im glad but sumhow disappointed....cuz im unable to spent time wif her....haiz...mizz her aloot....hahha....Well, i bought the complete set of twilight series!!! Its cheaper here than in Singapore!!! Im almost done wif New Moon n i have to tell u, u shuld read this book...its one of the greatest!!!! Haha..todae we went to Edgware Road....here, we cn get alot of halal foods....its the place for middle eastern people...hahah i hhad skhish kebab hahaha...its nice though....but they dun have chilli sause...wat i whimper!! After shopping at edgeware, we head to primark again...hahhaha.....Ntg much happen todae as we left home at 1 pm n return at 9.....the shop her close fast eventhough at 9pm, its juz twilight........

2009-04-15T22:21:00.000-07:00

Tuesday, 14 April 2009

Well, another dae where i woke up early again.....i dunno wats up wif me....hahah....well, we spent quite sumtime to adjuzt to the timming here....n its soo cold here.....todae all of us wake up early since we planned to go sightseeing ard london....first, we went to Trafalgar Square...there were alot of people...mostly tourist....at trafalgar square, we cn see the Big Ben.....so we straight head towards it.....along the wae, there are many scuplture......dating bck frm 1800s till earli 1900s.....most of it being war general n kings.....hahaha....sumhow, it remind me of paris...hahahah....there was this gift sho along the road..hahah....i straight away wanted the arsenal scaft!! ahahah.....cum on...im an arsenal fan......n im in London...where Arsenal home is...hahahha.....then we took pic of Big Ben n also The London Eye...hahhah...ntg much there though.....then we head for shopping!!! hhaha....the stuf here are wae cheaper than in europe!!! Hahha....i bought an adidas jacket!! Yippeeee...atlast....get wat i want...hahahah...then there's this place called primark.....its sumthing like singapore mustafa center....its very very cheap!!!! Hahhah......Im starting to miss home....

2009-04-13T00:39:00.000-07:00

Monday, 13 April 2009

WAh...another last minute planning n another shocker for me....hahah....we were discussing plans to went out when sum1 brought up paris n all agree to go there by train...so we did...we went out to buy tickets at king cross st patrick station...hahaha...but too bad...its so expensive...we check the internet n tot it was cheap but tat is for advance booking...wasted...then sum1 suggest to take coach to go to paris....so we head to victoria station n book our tickets to paris....atlast!!! hahah...my dream destination...hahhaha..then we head bck to our apartments n siap2 to go paris...it was a long journey...almost 6 hrs....we board the bus at 11pm...hahah..then guest wat...the bus went to this station...juz like malaysia-singapore causeway...the french police check like hell sey....all the branded stuf they check properly...hahah.....then the bust went up this train tat carry alot of other vehicles....but the train was soooo dammed smooth tat we didnt even notice it moved....hhahah...we reach paris in the morning n straight head for Eiffel Tower...

Paris undergrd train service is soooo dirty!! U cn smell urine n see shit!!! N its soooo pooorly maintained....its betta in singapore....hahaha...same as London...nt tat great...sooo dirty...hahha....the eiffel tower was a beauty...hahaha...we went up n see the surrounding...pics will b upload soon..hahah...nxt we went to do sightseeing ard Paris...went shoping but didnt buy any....its almost the same as Singapore...hahaha....Aft 1 dae in paris, we head bck to London...the funny thing, we head bck by ferry...the bus went up the ferry this time rnd...hhahaa...coool rite.....

2009-04-10T14:55:00.000-07:00

Saturday, 11 April 2009

Hahaah...guesse wat?? IM IN LONDON NW!!! HAHAH....kecian my kwn2...last minute i cnt go wif them to jurong bird park.....ouh welll, tat cn wait....but not london.....Its nw only 12 am london's time...hahahah.....well, shuld strt frm beginning....

Wednesday, my mum asked me, nk g london tak?.....i straight away ans yes....n she sae its tis fri...i was like biar btul....sooo sooon sey....so then began the mad rush of buying the tickets, packing up stuf....hahhaah....taking the A380!!! Woooohooo..hahahha...well, the plane wasnt any diff than normal...stakat spacious...its a 13 hour lon flight frm singapore...hhahaha...so guesse wat i did....i watch movie all the wae....cnt slip....i wass damm nervouslah.....come on, dun tel me most of u dun have thoese weird feelings when on board a plane....hahaha.....it was a bumpy ride....alot of turbulent...hahah...the london airport wasnt great like wat i imagine.....its sumthing like jakarta airport...only abit betta...hahhaa....the weather was cold....n very dry.....im dammmed thirsty.....hahah.....but 1 thing i dun like is tat they werent as polite as singaporean....gt alot of cases ar.........but the apartment im stayin is great...hahah....im missing u my fwens.....

N DUN 4GET U IEFAH!!! LUV U!!!!

(NO PLACE LIKE HOME)

2009-04-08T03:13:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, 8 April 2009

Hahahah....wat a week......well, i wake up early almost everydae to jog....n now i feel so dammed tired....mayb its becuz i had tooo much exercising wif very little rest...hahah...Aft cycling todae(wednesday is cycling dae...nt jogging...hahah) i straight went to bed n wake up ard 5pm!! Luckily iefah kol me to wake up..if nt, i dunno wat time i will wake up.....btw, i had trouble cycling...mayb its due to the fact tat yest i went to farizs house by bike!! Ahahha.....n also becuz my bike had NO BRAKES!! I almost had an accident wif a car.....luckily i was quick thinking n mangae to sumhow elak the car.....cum on, no brakes plus wearing a slipper plus wet surface equal to an accident...hahahah.....wat to do.....hahahah....

(Hold on to ur dear ones closely)

2009-04-06T03:01:00.000-07:00

Monday, 6 April 2009

Wah!!! Bn sooo long haven update...ouh well...hahah....even if update, i dun think ani1 wuld read it..hahahah....well, bn bz occupying myself wif alot of activities....hahah...like last wk saturday, i went out wif mai's family to go bowling....hahaha....long time siul neva play....very dusty.....haha..but atleast, i top the 2nd round!!! Hahaha..then we went to al amin to eat...sungguh tk menyedapkn!!! HAahah...then the rest of the weeks was spent watching movies online, watching cartoons....hahah...no life ar...nd a job......still waiting for calls...then lepakking wif fwens...hahahah...

Like last saturdae where we go ghost hunting...it was dammed fun lah...hahah....1 car and 1 van....but only 7 people.....hahah...wasted.....The 7 are me, khaicap, khairul bakri, fir, ramzan, his bro n cik kalid...hahaha....1st we went to bidadari cemetry.....well, its a waste of time cuz there are nothing there....all has bn exhamused(Bad at spelling) ahahah...nxt we went to OCH!!! The infamous abandoned hospt...hahaha..well, i dun think its tat scary as there are lots of people living ard tat areaa.....for god sake, there are lots of chalets!! Hahaha....n my camera wasnt gd enuf.....it cnt pick out anithing....hahaha...ouh well....we went inside abit to explore the place but i didnt allow them to walk further into the place....for god sake, all of us are wearing slippers!!! there are alot of broken glasses all over the place......hahah...nxt we went to this place call the swamp at pasir ris...hahah...well, ntg scary there...hahaha...but we didnt spent much time at tat place lah.....nxt we head to mount faber hahah......the scenary were beautiful..hahha..then we nxt head to souther ridge...there, it was magnificent!! hahaa...fun places ok!!! ALTHOUGH we had sum disturbing scence like couples making out and BAPOK at changi village...hahahah.....it was a fun nite out......n i was dead tired...

(Hold on to ur true feeling, its hard lying to ur ownself)

2009-03-20T08:52:00.000-07:00

GRAUATION!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-17T20:27:00.000-07:00

Monday, 16 March 2009

3rd and last day at Tioman island!! Yipee!! Hahaha...well, wake up early and its still raining!! Sad....had breakfast...our fishing trip was almost cancel....luckyily the rain stp....phew...hahah....they guys all went fishing while the gals all went to the beach....Hahaha....the fishing trip was fun....we caught alot of fishes sey.....hahaha.....i bought a fishing rod!! Yipee....cn go fishing!! Hahaha...At 1st, i dunno how to fish...i keep seeing the boatman wif alot of fishes..i tot mayb they ar expert....at the 1 point, there was no luck for me....only my dad, the boatmen caught sum fish....so we change to another spot...by tat tyme, the seasickness get into me...hahaha....at the second point also no luck.....hahaha....but we quickly change place(thoese who went to tioman noes wat happen...its soooo funny) hahaha.....at the 3rd place, i keep an eye on the boatmen and see their technique....all of us found out we have to realease the line all the wae till it hit the ocean floor....then onli we cn catch fish....cum on..all are newbie..heheheh...frm then on, we keep getting fish....hahahah....the total fishes are more than 20 gerapu, more than 15 kerlisi hijau, 4 ikan kacang, a few red gerapu and 1 ikan cermin...hahah....alot rite....for only 3 hrs of fishing...we head bck and then quickly change as we had to check out.....hahaha....our ferry is at 5 pm.....so by 4+ we were at the jetty......we had to wait for sooo long for the jetty to cum....actuali, although it stated at 5pm on th ticket, the ferry actuali leave the other village at 5...nt frm our village....it will only reach at 6....haiz...long wait k!!!! The ferry reaches only at ard 7....its quite late....haha...but the journey bck was veri smooth...sooon we reach mersing n depart for singapore......once we reaach singapore, my family went to al azahr...i was soooo hungry as i eat veri little cuz i gt seasickness....hahaha....

The black area is actuali schools of fish...they are swimming near the beach, juz 5 steps into the sea

the picture of us wif the kampung kids!

The remaining fishes aft giving out to the rest of the family

(Note....tis are only pictures taken by my hp camera..the rest will b uploaded soon)

2009-03-17T01:46:00.000-07:00

Sunday, 15 March 2009

WAH!!! 2nd day at tioman....hahahah....start the day earli...by 8 am we had breakfast n prepare for snokerling...hahaha. It was fun...mst of it was still the same as 2 years ago. We visit the marine park n swim wif the fishes..hahaha....it was fun...then we head to a remote island to see sum corals....however the visibility was low n the current was tooo strng....We had no choice but head bck to our chalet.....as soon as we reach the jetty, it strt to rain....so we had no choice but stay indoors.... I end up taking a nap...hahaha.....Wake up and we had bbq dinner...hahaha...but didnt eat alot ar.....at nite, its still raining...we end up playing wif the kittens and chitchatting

The view outside my chalet...

the kittens!!!!! how cute!!!

most of us.....hahahaha...at TEKEK

2009-03-16T19:40:00.000-07:00

Saturday, 14 March 2009

Yeah!!! Goin tioman...hahaha...my family plan to wake up at 4 am n aft subuh straight go out. In the end we wake up aft subuh....as usual...janji malay!! Then we meet up wif my mum fwens kt jurong east. Aft tat, we proceed to tuas checkpoint....My dad was given a walkie talkie so all the 3 cars can communicate instead of callling...hahaha....at johor, another family join us....taotal 4 cars ...we travel non-stp to mersing....its almost a 2 hrs drive....We reach mersing ard 1+ bt was told tat we cnt board the ferry as our ferry is at 8 pm!! Its becuz we never paid full yet...Then, we went to grab sum food to eat....yg klakarnye, kedai dianye nama is BENGAWAN SOLO.....tapi not onli sell cakes, but ada nasi mcm2...hahah.....Tapi sdp GILA!!!....we celebrate my adik nye birthdae kt Mersing.....Hahaha...due to my seasickness and experience goin tioman, i advice my family nt to east excessively....hahaha....Then, we went to AIR PAPAn juz to see the beach there, plp sae its nice.....We bought sum kite juz to kill of tyme.....hahah...the wimd was powerful!!! We soon headed bck to the jetty but we singgah jap kt kfc as i noe tioman mlm2, susah nk cari makanan......we bought food to take away jer but Dini DEGIL!!....Dia nk mkn juga....So my mum buy sum food for her lah....then we went to take our ferry....hahah...the ride was very bumpy...mcm naik rollercoaster.....tapi fun ar.....its due to the strng wind since its raining...b4 long, i sccumb to seasickness....bt i manage not to vomit...hahaha.....Tapi dini, dia muntah 3 kali!!! C lah....degil kn!!! By 1hr 30 min, we reach our destination...kampung genting kt pulau tiooman...however, the place was nt to my liking as it was juz like a kampung house...nt like paya village which i went last 2 years...Then when i went into the toilet, ada huge spider(the size of a human palm)i got the shock of my life!!! The place was poorly maintain!! Haiz...then to get to that place frm the jetty, we have to walk far...n the bridge to cross the river da truk....its was fulll wif holes!!! Hahah....ntg much happen as we reach there ard 11+ so most of us went to slip....

Celebrating my adik 18th birthdae at Mersing

All this are the families!!

Scenery at Air Papan

In the ferry on the way to Tioman

The place where we stayed!!

(Every single living things are a part of this world...treasure it!!)

2009-03-13T07:11:00.000-07:00

Friday, 13 March 2009

Hey!!! As most of u noe, i will b goin to tioman soonn(a few more hours!!!) hahha....so now bz packing stuf and make sure evrything is readi for later trip.....new news, we will b in a convoy!!!! Total 5 cars travelling to tioman....wtf....didnt noe lah...my mum juz told me a few minutes earlier...

Well, i'll be bck mayb on monday at nite....so dun miss me tooo much yar...hahaha....cnt wait for my 2nd trip to tioman......hahaha....well, wat to do rite.....for thore reading tis blog, im juz wanna sae sowie if i ever did anything rong.......i luv u iefah!!! and allll my fwens!!!

(We are in tis wurld for a reason....treasure life well!!)

2009-03-12T07:31:00.000-07:00

Thursday, 12 March 2009

WAH!!! ANother boring dae...suppose to go out n meet iefah todae but tk jadi....i end up watching dbz series and bloghopping...hahaha...seriusly lah....so bored k......Well, atleast i have pack my things for saturday tioman trips.....can wait!!!

(Luv is the greatest gift in life, tresure it)

2009-03-11T07:48:00.000-07:00

COUPLE OF THE MONTH????!!! HAHAh... they r juz fwens!!!!

I HAVE TO CLEAN UP THE MESS BECUZ IM THE MASTERMIND!!!

The bez birthday bash kuzzin!!!!

Farizs birthdae Bash on the 26thFeb

Having dinner at Bukit Batok Lestari aft downtown east

This is his mother which make her the grandma of that guy...hahahahaha....taken at Downtown East

Mana lagi cute??? The uncle or the anak saudara??Ans...the uncle is the baby!!!

STRESS TYME!!!!!! See all the papers for juz 1 paper!!! Taken on 27th Feb!!

Pic taken in skul on my last dae aft the exams...hahaha...coool rite??? See the sunlight

2009-03-11T07:32:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, 11 March 2009

Well....ntg much to blog abt todae...hahaha....wat u expect!! I was bz the whole day.....Well, 1stly i had to clean up my room....2ndly, my fish tank was horrible!!! Its covered wif algae....was bz wif exam...no tyme to clean it up....well, 3rdly, the big tv is goner shift into my room!! Yeah!!! HAHAH....I messed up my whole room....throw away books tat are nt needed, clean the four coners of my bedroom, my fish tank n mop the whole floor. HAhah..nt only tat, i rearrange the furniture....so cn have space for the tv but tooo bad...its tooo big...haha...then i had to clean my wardrobe.....luckily iefah came over n help out wif the cleaning....she went home wif alot of my clothes.....haHAHAH......

(Its not the distance tat counts, its how close we feel for each other)

2009-03-10T05:18:00.000-07:00

RAMZAN!!! BLAKANG KO BYK GAJAH!!!! Hahahh....zooo pic!!!

2009-03-10T04:59:00.000-07:00

10 March, Tuesday

Hey....long tyme haven blog...hahah....well, i will juz update roughly abt wat happen in my life....

1stly, on the 25th of feb(HAPPY BIRTHDAE FARIZS!!!), is my kuzzin bdae!!We celebrate on the 26th feb, Me and fwens plan a great bdae bash for him!! HAhaha...kecian farizs...he's covered with flour.....actuali he noes abt it lah...th to amsyar...he go mass sent my msg to farizs!!! hahaha...but lucky i cover it up...hahahah....well, i bake him a cheesecake!!! Hahah...semua makan mcm pirahnna....

2ndly, on 27th feb(HAPPY BIRTHDAE FAD!!!!) , its my last paper!!! hahaha...applied thermo...haha...but wat i learn did nt reali come out...ouh well, wats done is done....so im dead stressed!! Was abit pissed of ar....but thx to farizs i was able to destress...hahaa..hang out for awhile in skul....

The next dae, 28th feb, me,amsyar,khai and ramzan went to the zoo!! free tickets!!! hahah...long tyme haven met fwen there...hahahah....well, its a fun dae at the zoo....cnt wait for our next outing to the bird park...free!!!!!

Then, on the 8th March, my whole family went to wild wild wet and escape theme park...well, wasted alot of tyme waiting for the ride...in 4 hrs there, we onli took the go-kart and the log...or so it called..hahaha....well....i will upload pic sooon...hahahaha

(I juz dun understand people feelings....if i ever hurt ani1, plz forgive me)

2009-02-20T05:45:00.000-08:00

Friday 20-02-09

Hey...hahha...sowie for not blogging yesterday....bz wif studying....yes....i noe my exams lagi lama...like 27th feb...but its my last paper!! Cnt i make sure that i get a gd result for my last sem in Ngee Ann Poly??? Hahhaa....Wat to do sey....i nd to study n study...i noe nuts abt the module...hehehe...

Wow...wif the recession, its hard to get a part tyme job...haiz...so ive to back scale on my spending....its still negative sey!!! Nd a job quickly.....Hahaha....Bored at home....i also nd to finish my driving lessen asap....atleast i cn apply as despact(my bad spelling again!!)Hahah....I also hoping that my application is accepted....its impt for my future...I hope that luck is on my side nw....

Counting dwn to the day i leave skul for gd(for nw i mean) Hahah...soon my future will b decide...

(Its nt gd to compare me to ani1 else....im nt the same as the rest...no1 in the world has the same characteristic...like me for who i am, nt wat i cn becum)

2009-02-18T07:31:00.000-08:00

Wednesday February 18

Wow!!! Long tyme haven update! Thx to my lappy who needs to be scrapped soon..hhahah...keep on crashing....nw i cnt use msn animore...dunnolah y....using ebuddy...Well, alot of things has happen....sum r plesant(i noe....my spelling sux!! Teacher...help) sum r reali hurtful....well, i wunt go into details r but is u guys n gals think i have changed, yes, indeed i have changed. I have enuf of plp messing up my life and hyprocrite(another spelling error??) So ive decide to trust only a few plp.....

Well, soon, a date wif destiny....27FEB!!! Haha...cnt wait till the dae of freedom frm skul(i hope....) hahha...its my last and only paper for my last semester in polytechnic....wow, cnt believe tat few years ago, i was deemed a failure and was one of the notorius plp in skul...hahahh....how things hv changed since primary skul rite....

Well, alot of plp think im single but im nt...sooon it will be my 3rd yr together wif iefah...it was a long battle....but im sure we will pull thru...hehhe....

DSY....hahha....well, the guys have bn lepakking alot tis few daes....trying to bond and put aside our differences....guys...dun 4get our date on this saturday and also the trip to the zoo nxt saturdae...coutersey of my mum...hahha....it shuld b only guys outing as girls mite distrub our peace(bluek!!!) Hahha...well, if we have extra tickets, im sure the iefah,shikin and yanie(btul ke spelling khai cap?) and the rest wuld wanna follow also....hhahaha....

(Look into the whole picture, think about the consequences, then u act....its nt worth to sacrifice fwenship....cuz its hurting)

2008-12-17T18:19:00.000-08:00

Thursday 18-12-08

WoW!! Its supper long since i last update my blog.....well, if all of u were waiting for me to update my blog, im soooo sorie....haha...its a combination of projects, test and tiredness tat prevent me frm updating my blog....well, lets juz sae tat noe im uite free n i cn update my blog almost evrydae...hahah....well, ntg much happens lah..its juz tat i do feel tired almost everydae....i tried to sleep early, but i still end up sleeping at 1 am or 2 am in the morning n u noe tat the sun will shine in my face the nxt morning, so evrytyme 8 am i will have to wake up!! hahah...so i see, i hv no enuf rest.......

(Decision can turn ur liyfe upside dwn, so think carefully abt ur decision)

2008-12-04T08:36:00.000-08:00

Thrusday 04-12-08

Phwe....it has bn a tiring week for me....well todae ive slept atleast twice!! Hahah....super duper tired lar sey...hahah.....skul was usualii dammeed bored on thrus....hahha.....

Well, wat matter now is my future....and the desicion i make now will affect my future....Im at a major crossroad now....soon, im finishing my diploma.....hahha.....then i wuld have to go NS....but wad happen next is everybody guesse...haha...i juz hope i culd make a gd decision....

On 1 side, i wanna make my parents proud by doing my degree...but i noe my family dun have tat much money to support me going to university...

On the 2nd side, i wana work to help my family...usuali the oldest have to sacrifice in order for the rest to succed....tats where i tot of stopping skul, n start working....but work as wat? thats another dilema

Sum1 recomend me to work as a second officer....the one aft the co-pilot....he sae that there are a big demand in that position...pay is like so high...hahha...but it means less tyme for family....kecian my wife kena tinggal sorang nnt....

I tot of signing on wif the police force if i get police for NS....n i want police for NS!! hahha....if i sign on, i no need to find a job n the pay issnt that bad....haiz.....

Juz which i culd make the rite decision

Im sowie to sum of my fwens yg terasa wif the previous few post!! I noe u all care abt me...its juz wat i feel....n i hope i express it correctly....no harms done

(To luv is to protect the feelings of ur loved ones)

2008-12-01T09:20:00.000-08:00

Tuesday 2-12-08

Had a long chat wif her......Sumtymes it does hurt if u treated me that wae...But no matter how hurt i am, i still wanna be there for u....isnt that wat fwens are for? Our fwenship is the fwenship that i treasure most...cuz u r the closest thing i had as a close fwen. Ive lost many other close fwen n it does hurt. I lost 1 cuz she had a bf n she totally forgotten abt me.....i juz hope that fwen still remember me cuz i do remember her n i hope that im able to get in cntct wif her again...then i lost 2 close fwen becuz of my rship....and another 2 becuz of skul major exams....all this while, i still hope u r all ok.....i still remember u zakiyah, jannah, atiqah n also the others.....tats y im afraid of losing u tooo....tats y.....my rship will neva come across our fwenship....i hope aft that long chat, u had a betta understanding of how i felt.....thx Syafiqah for stilll being my dear fwen......

(No matter how hard, im goin to defend our fwenship)

2008-12-01T08:00:00.000-08:00

Monday 1-12-08

Hey...juz came bck frm a camp...hahha...had lots of fun....well, i wuld like to thx hidayah for inviting me to join the camp at the last minit..its oklah....hahha....well, i wunt be talking much abt the camp but its sumthing that i needed to take a break frm my probs....

HAIZ.....IM SO FED UP WIF MY SO CALL 'FWEN'!!! WTF ARE THEY THINKING......WHEN U R IN TROUBLE, I HAD TO FIND TYME FOR U EVEN IF IT MEANS LESS TYME FOR MYSELF!! R U EVEN DESERVE TO B CALL A FWEN?!!! HAIZ....I TREASURE U SOO MUCH CUZ U NOE HOW I FEEL......BUT WAT HAPPENS NOW......Y MUST I BE THE ONE SEARCHING FOR U ALL THE TIME?!!! DONT U UNDERSTAND IT? OR R U TOO BLIND TO SEE IT?!! U LOOK FOR ME WHEN U NEEDED ME......BUT WHEN I NEEDED U.....I WENT TO LOOK FOR U....I GO ALL THE TROUBLES TO LOOK FOR U N WAT DO I GET IN RETURN?!! U CAST ME ASIDE!!

IZZIT SO HARD FOR U TO FULLFILL UR OBLIGATIONS AS A FWEN? WAT KIND OF FWENS DO U VIEW ME AS? ITS LAUGHABLE IF U VIEW ME AS A GOOD FWEN!!!

(sum plp are meant to be destroyers in life)

2008-11-27T09:49:00.000-08:00

Thrusday 27-11-08

Hey...today so dammed tired to wake up...but i still wake up though!! Hahha...since todae is a short dae, i decided to try a new hairdo...hahah...too bad...no pic!! Well, end skul at 1 pm...sraight head home....saw zana at the skul bus stp but didnt tegur her(PAISEY if wrng person!!) hahah...reach home, had some lunch and slept till 5+. Wake up, clean my small tank n feed my fishes....i dunno how 2 danio had died(sad sey...juz bought them a day b4) b4 sleeping, they were ok....when i wake up, i found 3 dead fish....2 danio and 1 albino cory...haiz...check the water parameter, all seems normal...then i experiment abit wif the setting of my tank...since faris given me a hanging fliter, i try again on my tank....tis time it work silently but there is a hole and water keep dripping...too bad...cnt use it...next, i try wif the water pump for my fountain...i wana create a river enviroment but the pump power was tooo strng tat it uprooted my plants!! ahahha....i end up using my old filter....

Today post will be abit special. Y? Cuz im goin to lash out wat i feel abt my 'fwens'!! Have u ever had a close fwen that u treasure sooo much that u r willing to risk everything to protect him/her? Well, i had alot of that kind of fwens...Ive stayed up all nite helping them to solve their prob, listen to their hardships and straining my own relationships so that i culd be there for them....To whoever it may concern(I noe u dun even bother to read my blog, email, msges unless i told u so) I neva expect anything in return for wat ive done....wat i want is for u to appreaciate and treat me like how i treat u when u r in trouble...where r u now when i needed u the most? Haiz....When you r in trouble, u find me....u pour out all ur sadness and anger on me...u sae that world is neva fair......u sae u hate people avoiding u...u sae u hate people not making any effort to contact u...evenythough i was dammed sick, eventhough i was soooo bz....i took my tyme off to care abt u....but wat happen now?? U r the one who avoid me! U r the one who's nt making any effort to contact me! So r u now a hypocrite?!!! Yes!! I noe u r bz.....but dun u have atleast a minute in 1 week to even ask me how i am? HELL NO!!! Where are all ur promises? Iziit juz empty promises??? When ur prob has settle, u juz walk away.....is that fwenship? U didnt even have the tyme to sae bye to me....

All of us has our bestfwen, close fwens and normal fwens.....Try as u might, i wunt reveal the identities of that fwens of mine....like i sae, fwens....it means there are more then one....n dun worrie dsy members, u r all excluded!(hehehe...)

Haiz...its soooo painful fwen...all i want is for u to respect me...i do have feelings...im nt a toy!!
Plz...plz find me...i reali need u......do u still consider me as a fwen or a stranger? Do u still qualify to be call a fwen.....i wonder

(Fwens are there whenever u need them.....it sae fwens...not specifically goodfwen, bezfwen or any other fwen.....)

2008-11-26T05:25:00.000-08:00

Wedesday 26-11-08

Wah!! Long tyme no blog!! Almost a week now..hahah...wat to do, it has been a very hectic week!! Well, during the weekend, i gt nite cycling wif my buddies!! We went frm clementi to labrador park, then to west coast park...hahha...well, long tyme neva ride...pancit abit...hhaha...but the main thing we had fun!! Hahaha...

Then i was bz doing my report n presentation for monday panel 5 assesment presentation...quite stress!! Actuali ive done all the stuff but my laptop giving prob...have to reformat!! Haiz....Tats y i had to redo alot of stuf in juz a few daes....went to buy shirt n pants for monday formal presentation on sunday.....bump into iefah's family...hahah..akward moment there...

Welll, i invest some money on my aquarium!! I bought coloured blue sand and plants...Hahah...Well, let me give u an update on my aquarium....

I gt......

1-Driftwood
4kg-blue coloured sand
1kg-coloured gravel
1-Anubias plant
1-Fancy Java Fern
1- Unknown plant(I tot its java fern)
Tats for decoration

The fishes....

4- harlequin rasbora( 2 died)
6- white cloud mountain minnow
6- cherry barb
6- danios
1- female crowntail betta
4- corycats
3- yamato shrimp
3- hillstream loach
Quite alot....i Noe...hahah

I also gt 3 small tanks

1 crowntail betta fish
1 halfmoon betta fish
1 black ghost knifefish(i bought this for my community tank widout researching....ouh boy...im dead wrong in buying tis fish....luckily gt extra tank)

So tats conclude todae post!!

(Define the meaning of luv....being happy wif sum1 or making sum1 happy being wif u?)

2008-11-19T07:09:00.000-08:00

Wednesday 19-11-08

Wake up late again...haiz....i end up sleeping late as i was bz playing my fav board game...risk!! hahah...but i still end up losing...im abit clueless sumtimes....then i end up waking up late for skul....luckily i gt a gd explaination as i need to buy stuff for my FYP....

Upon reaching skul, i found out my dispensing unit had crack!!! WTF!! Need to redo!!! So i end up rushing my work...haiz....then soccer tournament was postpone!! WTF!!! haiz.....so i end up going home early....

I went to the fish shop...btw, goldeen and wilder had died....i end up buying 6 white cloud mountain minnow, 6 harlequin rasbora, 6 cherry barbs and to cory...hahha...i wana buy black neon tetra!! BUT DUNNO WHERE TO FIND IT!! SO THOESE WHO NOES,PLZ TELL ME OK!!!

(A passion will neva die offf)

2008-11-19T06:59:00.000-08:00

Tuesday 18-11-08

Yipee...no skul todae...hahah....can rest as much as i want...but since i wake up very late as i was bz watching gundam seed the nite b4...i was late in meeting iefah....hahha...me, iefan n farizs plan to sent off wardah to her home country brunie.....goner miss her!!! hahah.....i gt a shock ok!! we were in the mrt sumwhere at city hall when wardah msg she was at khatib...so we tot we wuld reach 1st....in the end, we were shock tat they have reach there!!! hahaha....then we get to kenal2 wif all of her brunie fwens!! They were great k!! we all had a joyful tyme there....too bad our meeting is cut short as they need to bored their planes.....

(Friendship noes no boundaries)

2008-11-17T08:31:00.000-08:00

Monday 17-11-08

Haiz....wat a tiring day today...i had difficulty in waking up as im so tired....i woke up at ard 10+ instead of 7+..hahhaa...but luckily i gt excuse as i need to go to a baking shop to buy chocolates for my FYP experiments....hahah.....

Well, its a rainy day todae, so i decided to wear my thick nike jacket which i bought during my holidaes at genting highlands.....well, 1st of all, i have to meet my mum at her workplace as i nd to take sumthing frm her....by the time i reach her workplace, i was drenched...haha.....wat to do...didnt bring along an umbrella....then i went to jurong east to buy the chocolate....by the time i reach skul, its almost 2pm....hahah....was so dammed cold due to the wet jacket till i decided to take off my jacket and juz wear an 'apek shirt'...hahha...most of u noe i like to wear 2 shirts..hhaah....well, did sum adjustment to my product....waiting for d-day which is mondae....haiz...i hope i cn do it well tis time round.....

Its a boring day todae.....well, didnt get to chat wif ika as she wasnt online....nor she call me either...haiz.....atleast i get to talk otf wif fana...hahahah....well....wats NEXT hashaf?????

(Does missing sum1 equals to luving sum1?? How i wonder)

2008-11-16T06:29:00.000-08:00

Sunday 16-11-08

Today had to wake up early....by 630, i head home!! Hahah...quite sleepi.....heheh...then quickly change to follow my family g Wild Wild WET!! haha.....on the way there, i sms fana....as she sae tat she is goin to disappear for a few days.....haha....She was at PASIR RIS CHALET!! hahah...

Aft having fun at W3, we get ready to head home....we only stay there till 3....its dammed boring lah.....if u wanna go there, make syre u have alot of people....if u go ther a few people, it will be boring.....btw, not much changes....

Then i saw fana at her chalet!!! Haahaha....u noe wat i mean rite fana....hahah...then my family car giving probs!!! Hahah....cannot start....luckily Cycle and Carriage(my mum workplace) is having a family dae...gt sum mechanics there....so cn help..hahahah....

Todae is sooo bored....i wanted so much to talk to her..but i end up talking to ummu atiqah....luckily she ended her o-level....long tyme neva talk to her...haiz....she was online 4 awhile but we didnt have chance to talk anything impt.....juz hoping she wuld cntct me but it will be slim....

(Juz when u thought u had everything plan out, cum the twist of fate)

2008-11-16T06:12:00.000-08:00

Saturday 15-11-08

Tis is usuali the dae where i'll alwae wait...but it seem abit diff tis mnth....haiz....those who noes, gd for u....Well, its so weird to me.....neva bn tis weird b4.....haiz...

Wake up late again...had difficulty sleeping....like usual rite...hahhah....then i had my brunch(breakfast+ lunch...its wae past 3) hahah...then i get myself ready....meeting iefah n the rest of the dsy youth....we had plan tis thing but last minute kak mira tk jadi so we juz proceed....we went to bugis, jln2 then go eat at banquet....then we head to National Library to discuss our upcuming event....hahha....we decided tp have a retreat to Pulau Ubin...will be my 1st tyme there...hahah.....then we head home but sum of us decided to slip at the mosque todae..haha..during the journey...i felt so tired and i slept at iefah's shoulder....it does feel strange.....n she also sleep....well, mayb its juz a habit.....

Then those who sleep at the mosque had a wonderful tyme....hahha...we play wif khai's figurine soldiers...hah...he has cool toys!! then we head to mcdonald by bike...hahah...coool!! but to bad, most have to sleep early...cuz we all had plans....

( A person that make u happi is the person that is worth waiting for)

2008-11-14T07:32:00.000-08:00

Friday 14-11-2008

I had a hard time sleeping yesterday nite....my throat is sooo sore...my fever is burning...and my cough is getting worst....haiz...wif that, i wake up quite late for skul...i decided to cum for 1 lessen only as that lessen had a test.....so i prepare myself for that test....wanna do well for tis sem...hehhehe...i had a hard tyme concentrating as im reali nt feeling well....i try not to show to people ard me...the test was quite oklah....i can do all the sums.....when i check wif the lecturer ans, i found out i gt 2 ans diff frm him....but it might b becuz of our diff methods...heheh....so we will see how i fare...

Aft that i meet up wif iefah since she wanted to meet me...i told her that we cnt lepak as im nt feeling well...she agree...when we reach our bus stop...there is tis stray dog...iefah was terrifiyed by the dog!!! I told her to stay calm but she culdnt...she cried when the dog follow her...haiz.....u dunno wat was on my mind at tat point of time....

When i reach home...i had a gd rest b4 starting to prepare to went out wif my whole family...we went to jurong point....hahha....then i saw a kite at toy r' us n i straight remember wat ika told me abt her kite flying day...hahah...i juz smile at it....as im nt feeling well, i didnt ate much...but the things i ate are damaging my illness....heheh.....im a stubborn guy....i ate oily food....drink coke and ate ice cream and also ice kacang!! Bad for my throat...but i dun care animore.....y shuld i care....

I want a sum1 that can cheer me up now....juz a companion...im reali confused....fana...she's a gd listener cuma she dunno the whole story n i wuld have had a hard tyme retelling that stories to her....ummu atiqah...well, we long tyme have nt bn in cntct due to her o level....we do chat but we didnt talk much abt our probs....ika...haiz....she has bn the person i told my probs...and she noes wats in my heart...but she's sooo diff to cntct...haiz....im feel soo alone....

(This is the end of a journey...now for a new beginning?)

2008-11-13T09:06:00.000-08:00

Thursday 13-11-o8

Wat a mixed day todae....haiz...lets begin frm morining....well,as usual, i wake up at ard 730 as todae, i strt skul at 9....came skul late again...heheh...juz too tired to walk out of my house...class was ok....Engineering System Design was dammed bored!! U noe wat, class suppose to start at 9 but when i reach at 945, class haven even began...haiz...then but 1035, class ended...how can a 3 hrs lecture become a 45 min lecture??!! HAhaha...but atleast we had time to chill...since the next clas only started at 12...heeheh...tis sem timetable is terrific!! ahahha....

Aft skul, i head home to wash up...since it has been raining....then meet up wif farisz at darussalam to work on our skit...the actors were quite ok todae..since they are mentally prepared...but they can b quite noisy...kids nowdays...hahha...

Gusse wat!!! I gt to meet IKA IN PERSON!!!! I was sooo glad to meet her...well, i dun consider it as a meeting..kk....let story frm the strt...me and farisz decided to take 963 frm ITE Clementi which can b consider quite far frm darussalam....but sumthing told me juz to go ahead as plan....hahha....so we did, we took 963 frm there...hahha....inside the bus, we keep talking while i keep looking bck....dunno y..juz tat sumthing told me look at the bck..hahha...when i reach my stop, i alight and look at back of the bus....i saw IKA standing!!! HAHAH....i wasnt quite sure at 1st as she was looking towards the other side at that point of time...then i kol farisz n told him abt ika...n ask him to cnfrm wif me if that gal alight at bukit panjang.....n she did!! AHAHha....she's CUTE!!! HAHAh...n swit looking...but abit tired....kecian dia......

Then came the saddest part...i met up wif iefah as she wanted to gave me our diary...the diary that we wrote throughout our r'ship....alot of beautiful, sad and happi memories in that book...as i read on...i felt touch n sumtyme juz smile thinking of the past.....i must admit, she is the best gf i had ever had....haiz....i noe i broke my promises to u...but i think this is the best way....i cnt go on wif tis rship if it keep hurting me....but im nt strng enuf too.....im a soft hearted guy...n wateva u sae almost make me changed my mind...but i noe i cnt lie to myself....plz iefah...plz dun hurt urself or sae sumthing like that...u making it harder for both of us....

For the 1st time tis year....i cried.....till i cnt cry animore.....i dowanna hurt her....but i cnt lie to myself.....i kol fana...wanting to tel her everything...but word dun seem able to cum out frm my mouth.....in the end, i ask fana to help me kol ika...n she did....i was dammed happi ika kol me....but soon aft that....i cry on the fone...its a tough decision ok!! I talk wif her....but halfway...she had to kol a fwen..she sae she wuld kol me bck.....but up till noe, she haven return my kol....mayb im destined to wait.....and keep on waiting...

(How culd tis happen? How culd a dream becum a nightmare...ouh god..i need the strength)

2008-11-12T06:58:00.000-08:00

Wednesday 12-11-08

YIPEE!!! I had juz finish my part in my fyp!!! Left the report!! Haahaha...So i try to finish it quickly as i dowanna return to fyp during december...hahhaa.....nxt term, i only skul on thrus n fri!!! HAHAHA.....then aft that i met up wif farizs,amsyar,amran and iefah at SP..hahah...The food there is wae cheaper than NP!!! hahaha....then we chit chat and head straight to darussalam to watch avatar...hahah....aft that we head straight home as most of us are tired...hahhaha

(Communication is the key)

2008-11-12T06:44:00.000-08:00

Tuesday 11-11-08

Hei...sowie...didnt blog yesterdae......hahah...lets start wat had happen ok?.......Well, i met up wif farizs to take my o-level cert that has been in YISS for 3years!! Hahaha...farizs bring his fwen along....zana i think her name is...hahaha....she is in NGEE ANN POLY....hahha...neva seen her b4...hahah.....she was a nice gal though...then i bring both of them home as we had no other plan..hahaha....aft that, we went to west mall, zana head straight home......but iefah n siti join us...hahha...we walk around west mall which was kinda bored!!! then we head home as farizs felt tired.....by then amsyar msg me that he wanted to lepak...but i didnt follow as i felt tired....i head home and find my laptop had crashed!! I cnt even go in windows!! So i decided to format my whole comp!! Haiz....lost valuable data....thats y i didnt get to blog yest...bz installing relevant program and watching gundam seed.....hahhaa...i slept late again

(Friendship is important than relationship...treasure ur fwens well)

2008-11-10T06:22:00.000-08:00

Monday 10-11-o8

Wat a dae! Hahah....todae wake up early and decided to go to skul wif iefah...hehehe...then when i reach skul, i was super early!!! I reach skul, i straight went to do my work...i wanna complete by todae....everyting was accprding to plan up till break time....aft the break, i wanted to continue drilling......but i gt a shock.....the chuck key was missing!!! How can i change the drill bit if the chuck key is missing?!! Then i ask around....nobody seems to noe where is the chuck key.....haiz..i end up wasting my time again....wat to do...i cnt do anything....aft my skul ended, i went straight home, i came across iefah again...she was at our usual hangout place...so i decided to talk wif her and hangout...she was waiting for siti...her bezfwen..hahhaha...then aft that siti came along, but she was sick so she didnt stay or long....by 7+, we head home...hahha...then at home, i fell aslip while watching tv!!! Its the 1st tyme in dunno how many months since i last had a nap!!! Hahhaa....guesse i was shock again...hahha...mayb i was tooo tired.....

I gt another shocker.....my pet fighting fish, which i had intend to donate to DSY died!!! I dunno y...i guesse its time since he has been lifeless in his tank...hahha....he only move when i knock the tank.....So sad wilder died....

(U will neva noe ur last dae on earth....so tresure the people around u)

2008-11-09T05:39:00.001-08:00

Sunday 9-11-08

Had a weird dream today...hhaha...wat to to....yest was a cold nite...it was raining and the thunderstorm was sooo scary...it was juz infront of my window!! ahaha...aft that i went to slip....wake up in the morning as i nd to go to madrasah class....hahha....went wif iefah today.....then straight do my arab exam...hahha...i was dammed blur lah...but atleast i cn still ans some quest...wif a little help frm my outside fwens...hahahha...then it was ulum al-quran and tafsir....we all literally discuss the paper....hahhaha....well, thats how it is in exams....then i stay behind at dsy room....happens tat todae we get 5 plp lepakking at dsy so i thought of taking down the bicycle at the mosque and prepare them for the next week nite cycling...the bike was ok lah...not tat well maintain but ridable....hahhah.....juz a little rusty.....then we kept the bike at dsy room for ez axcess...hahahha....todae fir join us!! Wat a relief....long tyme sey he dissappear...hhaha...then i head straight home and then i got a shock...my mum cook my fav dish.....Spaggetthi....hahaha...sedap!!! then it was a daily routine of chatting, watching tv.....tats all....im bored....dunno wat to do....i hope sum1 cn lit up my life

(Love make the world much more beautiful to live in)

2008-11-08T07:29:00.000-08:00

Saturday 8-11-08

Todae i wake up very late.....haha...my mum wake me up and tell me to sent my sis to madrasah...so i had to drag myself out of bed as i was damm tired....aft sending her to skul, i went to eat BRUNCH at the usual place....aft tat, i decide to go to the fish shop to check out new fighting fish....hhaha...ntg much though...but they are selling arowana at $22!! So tempting to buy 1...hahah...they are a cool fish k...but i didnt lah....its hard to keep them k...they need big tank, alot of food and also time....haha...unlike fighting fish...hahha...well, it seem tat 1 of my fighting fish is dying....dunno y.....then head to darussalam to play PS2 games...hahha.....all this while waiting for my dear sis to return home....then i fetch her and went home soon aft tat....tot of meeting kak mardiah todae but she was sick....so we cancel our meeting...hahah....so i end up spending my time playing games....

Today ika kol me.....yeah! hahah...ive bn wanting to talk to her abt my prob.....and also my solution to my prob...she is a gd listener lah.....ika has bn a great fwen to me.....i hope she cn solve her probs also...hahah....thx god i knew sum1 like her.....

(Sumtyme we must make the decision that will hurt us)

2008-11-07T07:39:00.000-08:00

Friday 7-11-08

Yipee!!! Todae i went to skul..hahha...thx fana for waking me up...hahha...but i still reach skul late as there was the normal jam at clementi.....skul was fun...miz the guys in class....well, too bad...i was sick...hahahh....during skul, i msg farisz and amsyar...asking them if they want to lepak.....farisz cant as his grandfather was hospitalised....amsyar since to noe wat in my brain...i wanted to go JB todae to eat there wif the rest of the gang..happens that he and his fwen had plan to go but they went by car...so i didnt wanna join them....then i msg hakim n ramzan if they wanna lepak....hahha...n they agree...khai cap cnnt join us as he has family commitment...then at 5, i meet up wif iefah...wanted to solve sum probs but end up we didnt solve the prob.....then i meet up wf izat as he wanted to meet me wif kak mira...so all of us chit chat abt dsy.....alot can b accomplish in a small grp!! hahaha....aft tat we went to eat at West Coast...hahha....then aft tat, we head straight home.....well, i tot i saw ika in the bus but too bad...i didnt meet her...wat i saw was her fwen i think...cuz i saw him b4 in one of ika pic...hahha.....well, i reali nd to talk to ika...but there seems to be no way for me to contact her...my only hope is tat she will contact me....

(The hardest part is letting go of the person u luv)

2008-11-06T08:33:00.000-08:00

Thursday 6-11-08

Haiz...another dae of no skul...wat luck...i keep on waking up late....eversince that dae, i have no1 to wake me up early.....nvm...todae is quite a boring dae....i finish watching the whole of gundam seed destiny season todae...then im off to meet farisz at the void deck...didnt noe iefah came along(what does she want?! she knoes im bz n i cnt solve the prob todae!!) Yup...as i was late, i had to rush to dsalam....the kids are waiting for me to do screen test..yup...im the director....so i had to teach the kids their lines....well, its quite fun lah spending tyme wif the kids....then aft tat, we went for dinner at the usual place..hahha....farisz order 2 plates of NASI LEMAK!! WTF...guesse he was sooo hungry..ahhaha...he complained of nt eating since morning..hakim join us also...hahahha...well, we talk abt iefah n me probs....yes...it has bn bothering me quite sumtime...most of them has no ans to the nxt step i nd to take....haiz....no1 reali noes....i juz hope ika wuld kol me or atleast go online so that i can ask her opinion....i reali dunno...im sooooo confused...

Mistakes....wat a word....many people make mistakes.....but if we choose that path, r we making a mistake....wats the defination of mistake? People have diff view of mistake....for u, the path i took is a mistake...but for me its the right path...so wat does that mean? Is mistake like beauty.....where beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder? A person once told me there is no such thing as mistake. y? Mistake are juz another long winded path to reach our destination? Izzit reali true? I wonder....i may nt be a perfect guy, i may not b close to a perfect guy...but i choose the way i am now....i choose this path becuz i think its rite...n if it turns out to b a mistake....then i wunt dwell on it....U may neva truly udnderstand the way i work...the way i think...its tooo complex and tooo confusing sumtymes...mayb its due to my past....people sae the past is history....but people still look for ur past....cuz ur past create ur present...n ur present create ur future....i neva blame ani1 for not trusting me...im blamming myself for making u lost trust in me....this world is full of deception n backstabbing....

(Ur past affect ur present, Ur present affect ur Future....wat will be my future?)

2008-11-05T09:12:00.000-08:00

Wednesday 5-11-08

Haiz...another day of no skul...i was tooo disturb by yesterday events...ending wif ika calling me at the middle of the nite.....but its kinda cool she kol as i nd sum1 to talk to n discuss my nxt step. Atlest she does understand me...i lay down the situation abt iefah to ika, n sum other of my close fwen including amsyar....they all sae tat she shuldnt have done tat...well...bck to my story...since i was so disturb tat i culdnt slip, i spent the whole nite watching gundam on youtube...by morning, i was too tired to slip...i wake up, n bathe n prepare for skul. while waiting, i fall aslip...guesse i was soo tired....my mind nt in the rite sense...i spent the whole dae watching gundam...at nite, i met up wif amsyar to talk things out...abt dsy, abt iefah n abt other stuf

(The word sowie have bn repeated alot of tymes that i feel its not sincere)

2008-11-04T07:26:00.000-08:00

Tuesday 4-11-08

Todae i had no skul....yipee!! But no rest for me!! I nd to prepare the script for later rehersal...then i went to meet wardah, farisz n ustazah khadijah.....since it was wardah storyline, its best for her to cum....n farisz is there to accompany me so that people dun have wrng thoughts abt me n wardah. Ustazah ask me to change sumthing which i did...hahah...the im off to meet the actors an actress....they were so cute!! hahaha....most of them are pri 2...then aft briefing them, i dismiss them as they nd to go home early.....then we spent our tyme chit chating abt Brunei n Singapore differences....hahah....then we wait for hakim...but end up, he didnt show up...so we went to have dinner at the usual place...hahha....invite wardah there...then aft dinner, farisz suppose to meet mimi but he cancel it....we end up accompany wardah to her hostel as she is getting late....luckily her hostel is near to a bus stop that has a straight bus home...i gt no concession todae...sad rite!! hahah.....then i reach home doing ntg except for hearing songs..hahahah

(Trust is veri impt in both r'ship and fwenship)

2008-11-03T07:02:00.000-08:00

Monday 3-11-08

Another day widout skul.....as i am nt feeling well, i decide to skip skul again....ntg much happen todae...juz tat i wake up veri late as im sick....then my dad cut my hair. Its getting too thick!! Hahah....soon aft tat farizs arrive at my home to help me wif the script tat im suppose to do...i dun have a gd storyline so i keep calling my fwens to get sum ideas...atlast, wardah gave me a gd idea! hahaha...so me n farizs went to work on her idea...hahaha......we finish up the script at ard 10pm....2mmrw no skul.....yipee!!! But nd to help ustazah wif the actors....

( Luv is a journey thru the sea, sumtimes there are storm, sumtime the sea are calm)

2008-11-02T08:45:00.000-08:00

Sunday 2-11-08

Haiz.....im sick today.....not feeling well....so i end up waking up late as my head feels heavy n my throat feel weird...well its a sign tat im having my throat infection again.....haiz.....well, wat to do, i wake up n prepare for madrasah exams.....well, i didnt study for the exams...haha...i end up doin sum quest based on comman sense and copying the rest of the ans...hahah...im bad....then aft madrasah, i spent my tyme at dsy rm playing games n resting....im supposed to work todae but i dun feel like it.....for goodness sake...im sick nt lazy!! hahahha....but still, i went home at 12+ due to the disccussion we had abt DSY problems....we talk frm 930 all the wae till 1145....alot se...abt DSY past, present n future...hahah.....alot to talk abt lah....hope thing r ok soon......

(To love sum1 deeply gives u strength..being loved by sum1 deeply gives u courage)

2008-11-01T07:44:00.000-07:00

Saturday 1-11-08

Hahah...todae is a very interesting day...as u all noe, i didnt went home yest.....i went lepakking wif my fwens at clementi....in the middle of the nite, all of our tummy were so hungry tat we decided to cycle to mcdonald for supper...hahah....i then bought sum crackers for ramzan bdae....hahaha......aft supper, we then head for sleep...hahha....then we woke up in the moring to prepare for meeting n ramzan bdae.....I gt to meet a new brunei fwen name wardah..the wae she sepak malay was wow!! Hahahah.....then aft the meeting ended, we celebrate ramzan bdae!! Dun forget didi also!!! hahaha...istiqamah bought cake for all of us...hahah....aft singing bdae song, i strted my evil plan.....splash!!! water bomb!!! Fush!!! flour flew all over the place....hahaha...poor ramzan...he was supposed to go to madrsah aft his bdae celebration...lucky enuf the egg bomb didnt throw at him...ahahha.....then he blow up the candle n the second wave of attack started...hahah......kecian ramzan....well....tats a bdae bash!! Plan n organise by me!!! So tell me ur bdae..im sure it will b fun...

Todae i gt work....n todae is damm relax....i work for only 1 hr....juz arrange the furniture and put the swimming pool lane markings...then the nxt 2hrs i went swimming....gt paid for doin ntg....hehe....dun b jelez....

(its doesnt take alot of skill, juz alot of luck)

2008-10-31T08:57:00.000-07:00

Friday 31-10-2008

Yipee...i have a nice rest yesterday!! Hahha....i wake up at 10 todae...get ready for soccer as my FYP grp plan to play soccer in skul.....however, i felt half hearted but i still went to play.....due to my laziness, i did badly at soccer.....hahha...im dead tired lah....then its tyme for friday prayers....so i wash up n went to Darussalam Mosque.....but i 4got to bring 1 impt thing....i didnt bring my belt!!! my pant was slipping down n i had to constantly hold my pants.......so embarassing...luckily enuf, amsyar brought his bike as he wanted to service his bike at bukit batok near my house....gt fwee ride home...then meet up wif khairul at my house n do our online assignmet...it was easylah.....hahaha...no skul for me todae as my division had a mock SARS exercise where students r nt alowed to cum to skul....too bad...its only for ME division n nt for the whole skul...hehhehe.....At nite, im planning nt to return home n stay overnite wif a few fwens....hehhehe.....hope 2mrrw will b a great dae as its ramzan bdae....bought sumthings for bdae bash!!!! watch out!!!

(Luv cannt b forced)

2008-10-30T08:26:00.000-07:00

Im super tired todae!! Gusse wat.....i skip class again todae....its my 2nd tyme....nt my fault lah...ididnt wake up.....my house phone sort so iefah didnt have a chance to wake me up....my hp was on silent mode!! haiz......i reali wanna do well tis sem.....since skul suppose to end at 1, when i wake up at 11, i decide nt to go....cuz no point....hope nxt week i cn wake up early....

At 1, i meet up wif iefah to go to IMM...Secret Recipe was having a discount for its cheesecake.....tat dae, i bought the caramel cheesecake for iefah's bdae....n todae i tot of blanja-ing my mum the cheesecake as my whole family luv cheesecake sooooo much!!! haha......aft queing up for quite sumtyme, i manage to order chilled strawbeery cheesecake....hjahha......then aft tat we tot of goin to Little Guilin to check out on Alim n Atirah...guesse wat, they already went steady!! but i got a shock when i saw alim in the bus wif us!!! I tot of surprising them...hahha...we end up having double date...hahahha....neh......its nt reali a date.....more of a meeting...hahha....then nt long aft tat, me n iefah make our move 1st as im afraid the cake would melt....b4 goin off, iefah warn athirah nt to go home late...hahha...aft reaching home, i sit infrnt of the tv n dooze off soon aft tat....i was dead tired!!! hahha....i woke up ard 7pm...n then do the usual stuf n continue watching tv...hehhe...gt great shows todae,...most of u noe tat i luv watching documentary...hahha..todae is abt Bermuda triangle..hahah....

I had another shock todae.....i wanted to surpirse my mum, end up she bought the cheesecake also!! haiyo!!!! ahahah.....we end up eating the cheescake tat i bought......i luv my mum soo much k!!!!

(Its not the person that i dun trust, its the devil inside tat person tat i dun trust)

2008-10-29T06:43:00.000-07:00

Wednesday 29-10-2008

Well, went to skul late again.....haiz....i juz seem unable to wake up early tis past few daes....mayb due to tat im soooooo tired!!!! Hehehe....i ask khai to sign in for me so that i wunt b late....then aft reaching skul.....i straight away wanted to do my project....when i was at the machine, the TSO scold me as i nd permission frm my supervisor to opereate the laser machine....haiz...but at tat point of tyme, no supervisor was in the office...i end up wasting tyme waiting for them.....haiz....when my supervisor reach his office, i quickly went to hym to ask for permission....aft tat, i did my job n the TSO was soo gd....i took almost 6 weeks to perfect the laser cut, he only took 1 hr!!!! Haiz....then was smooth sailing till lunch....as im nt having lunch, i stay bck in class.....hahah....nt long aft tat, my kuzzin farisz wanted to meet me to get the keys...hahah...then farisz follow me home as he wanted to eat...mkn fwee per!!! hahaha...todae, ntg much happen......

(No point in luv if u r nt happy)

2008-10-28T22:08:00.001-07:00

Wednesday 29-10-2008

Well, im bored at skul now...so i tot i wanna upload my fish pics...here i go

Tis is my female fighting fish, Goldeen...she gt gold body and red fins

Goldeen!!! Hahaha......

Another female fighting fish.....her name is molly cuz when she eat, she can be very bloated

The most expensive male in my collection- A half moon betta fish. His name is ArcAngel....isnt her gorgeous?

See his full flare!!!!

When nt flaring up

Anothe male fighting fish,,,tis is Wilder...check out his crown tail finnage!!!

See the bubble nest he make!!!

My fav fish!! Check out the colours n finnage of Devil.....i luv him!!!!!

Full Flare!!!!

The legend!! He died a few daes ago...sad...i took care of him for more than a year....he is the 1st fish in my collection....his name is Flareon...Juz look at his tail!! like fire!!

see!! Now u noe y i call him flareon...miss him sey!!

2008-10-28T21:26:00.000-07:00

Tuesday 28-10-2008

Hey...hahah.....sowie didnt have the chance to blog yest....was bz n when i reach home i was dead tired...hahha...well, todae is iefah's bdae.....hahahha..so i went to sent her to skul early in the morning...aft tat, i meet up wif a fwen to get my NS medical questionaire...meet tat person at pasir ris.....aft temaning tat person to skul, i went home, cuz my other fwens are supposed to meet me at 12...hhaha....but sowie...i was late....wat u expect....i took bus frm pasir ris to bukit batok!! k....b4 taking the bus, i take my breakfast....was abit hungry cuz i didnt had my dinner the nite b4...luckyly pasir ris gt tis nasi lemak store....quite nice sey....i wuld recommend tat shop!!! hahah...then i took bus 12 to tanah merah station...hahha....(i saw ur block!!!) if u noe wat i mean..hehehe.....then frm tanah merah, i change to bus 2 to head to bedok station...then frm there i took bus 7 to head to dhoby ghout...n lastly i change bus to 106 to take me home...haha....u must b wondering y i change bus....well, i dun like to take train n i got bus concession...heheheh....halfway, my batt went flat!!! sowie to my fwen who tried to contact me....n i end up being late...i reach home at 1 n i saw amsyar waiting like a gundu at the pavement(kecian dia) haha...i was wif alim on the bus but he didnt notice me...hehehe....n hakim juz woke up at tat point of tyme...hahaha.....

Then at 2+ alim have to go off n meet his fwen to take sumthing......so we intent to wait for him as he already reach my block...there, i got a shock!!! He fetch athirah home frm skul!!!! WTF!! hahaha......athirah is iefah's sister...hahaha...n irah wanted to follow us to meet her sis......but b4 i told her nt to changed her clothes, she went up her block....haiz....we end up having to wait again....then i call her house to tel her to quickly change, she den ask me if afiq, her brother cn follow...then i sae quickly lah....cuz their sis is ending skul soon....we took the bus 106 to forum....haha...in the bus, i msg wif iefah cuz, myra n ask her if she wanted to tag along...n she did...haahhah....aft reaching forum, me n amsyar quickly went to look for the secret recipe shop(sum of u might noe y) hahha....too bad i was late.....the nice cake all sold out(iefah like cheesecake!!)so i end up buying caramel cheesecake...hahaha...by tat tyme, iefah msg me tat she ended skul....i was shock lah...since she sae tat she end skul at 330...n tat tyme is only 245!!! hahaha...i told her im in the train reaching sooon...i also recieve a sms frm both myra n hakim...they sae tat they have arrive(myra duno hakim) hahaha....so i told the to juz wait...haha...amsyar was a little late cuz his darling has finished her skul....so he wasnt bn able to join in the bdae celebration......hahha...kecian.....so we took the MRT frm bugis.....haha...afiq n alim had a hard tyme trying nt to destroy the cake...cuz they must pay back if the cake was destroy!!! ahhahaha.....then we arrive at simei....luckyly my batt was low....so no 'irritating kol' hahaha...when i reach simei, i quickly look out for hakim n myra.....n was shock tat they r standing nxt to each other(mcm kenal g2) hahahah....then when i we nt down the escalator, i was shock tat iefah n her fwens was there!!! hhehehe...sowie....i was very late....we chit chat for awhile....she gt a shock when she saw her sis, bro n kuzzin there...hahaha.....n also the cake......well, her fwens cnt stay as they gt plans.....so b4 the went off, they sabo iefah wif flour in PUBLIC!!!! hahaha....kecian dia....bdae bash!!! hahahaha....so aft bidding farewell to her fwens, we head to pasir ris park to celebrate her bdae...hakim treat us to KFC chicken....we end up being full n only finish less than half of the cake....hahha...so aft magrib, we went home buy bus again...n is the same whole bus....bus 12, bus 2, bus 7 n bus 106!! hahaha....since it was getting late, alim had to go off...we tot of lepakking at bukit batok....haha....the rest did lepak....only myra didnt cuz she had to go off early(she didnt went to pasir ris park...) haha...siti, iefah bezfwen also join us at bukit batok...she wanted to give iefah her present.....hahha...so we gave sum cake to siti n left half of the cake.....i told iefah to bring home n give it to her parents...hahah....tats how my dae end...hahahaha

(Gd deeds are easily forgotten, bad deeds last for a lifetyme)

2008-10-27T10:06:00.000-07:00

Mondae 27-10-2008

Hehehe...well, another tiring dae....i should be resting but end up goin out for the Last Raya outing for tis yr eventhough its Deepavali(sowie, im bad at spelling) i haven went to ustazah house n sum of the mst impt plp..hahha...i had fun sey wif all the DSY people...hahaha

We meet up at my house since the 1st house is iefah's house which is nearby...aft waiting for the rest to arrive, we went out frm my place at ard 245......(biasalah janji melayu!!) jhahhaa...at iefah house, i ask athirah to tagged along if she wanted, n she did....but with afiq also...hhahaha....k....The dsy members are izat,myself,faishal,daud,hakim,alim,iefah,aisyah,ramzan,khaicap and afiq...the non dsy members are hanisah, atiqah, atiqah sis(i didnt get her name), athirah. There are 3 madrasah classmates tat join us later...they are azmi,firdaus n fayyadh....hahahha.....So there are alot of people...nxt house, we head to wdlands, amsyar's house...hahahah.....then since amsyar has to work.....he cnnt join us....aft amsyar's house, we head to our old DSY head, kak aisyah...hahhaha.....then aft kak aisyah house at marsiling, we went to wdland, ustaz taufiq house!! hahah....miss hym sey!!! then aft tat we went to fatheen house at Sengkang, i tot its so far away!!! but its nearby lah...hhahaha...aft fatheen house we went home...otw home, the guys were all over athirah!! Hahha...dia lawa pe.....sampai izad ckp the nxt waheeda!! Hahaha.....u cn see the guys flirt ard..hahah.....wat to do....luckyly atirah was unattached.....hakim n alim was fighting for her attention....hahahha....nvm...people trying to grow up....

(Time is precious, use it wisely)

Sunday

2008-10-27T09:54:00.000-07:00

Sowie guyz....didnt manage to blog yesterdae....wasnt at home...hehehhe....well, sundae was a tiring dae...y? 1stly aft 1mnth pluz of cabut madrasah, i finally went to madrasah...ahhaha....bcuz of exam...im nt bcuz of exam, i wunt go sey...hehhehehe....aft madrasah, i quickly dress up to went out wif my family....my uncle hv open house....hhehee....eat moderately lah...but quite fun lah...his house gt 2 female cat...on of it is HORNY!! hehehhe.....mayb its tyme for them lah..hhaahha...miss my little kuzzin...they grew up so fast!! I luv to disturb them...hehehe...aft tat, me n my fwens meet up at my house b4 visiting ustzah house. Well, kecoh sey!! Almost 20 plp at ustazah house...hehheh....luckily ustazah house is juz a few blcks away frm me..hehhe...aft tat me, khai cap n ramzan went to queenway to look for stuf..hehhehe...aft buying the stuf, we head out to meet hakim n izat....we end up lepakinh to late till we decided nt to head home...only izat n khai cap went home...hehehe......

(Follow wats ur heart sae, cuz ur heart noe u betta)

2008-10-25T09:11:00.001-07:00

Haha.....im bck....todae was a great dae....y?? Well, i strt out the dae at a wrng foot.....yest i msg khai to meet me at 930 to go work....but i juz realised tat we work at 11 nt 10!! Its onli a few minutes bus ride to our workplace at bukit timah!!....but i end up meetinh him late...haha.....due to NS letter n bus.....hahha.....well, work was dammed easy!!! y??? We srt work at 11, drink sum water, then carry chairs n tables frm the shack towards the field. Then do sum arrangement. N we were told to relax aft tat....by 12, we board a bus towards Singapore british Club to take sum more things.....hehhe.....aft loading the stuf on the lorry, we head bck to the field...n unload all the stuf...aft unloading we were told to take a break....tat was abt 1 pm.....n guesse wat? we only strt work at 630pm!! so wat we did for our long break was to loiter ard n drink water which was free flow!! Amsyar came wif our lunch since there wasnt any nearby halal foodstall n his workplace is nearby....hehehe.....so there was ntg we do except for chit chatting...then by 545 amsyar had to leave n ramzan came shortly aft tat...hehehhe...my fwen r bzbody lah!! haha...they r jelez wif our work.....we were paid $6 per hour juz to loiter ard!! hehehe...bezt rite?? hahah...by 730 we finish our work n head bck to my place.....we wash up n take a bath....then proceed to IMM to eat our dinner...hehehhe....thx to khai dad for giving us a treat!!!

(Take full advantage of the opportunity that has been given to us, cuz the door to opportunity does'nt alwaes open)

2008-10-23T23:14:00.001-07:00

Phew!! Wat a tired dae todae......Haiz....woke up very late! Skul strt at 8 but i wake up at 830!! So i end up nt goin for practical class.....luckyly todae it briefing....so no need to do make up class....hehehe...then had Engineering System Design class.....well, the lecturer was ok....we had to drw up the system abt vacuum cleaner n how it works. Then had lecture on Applied Thermo! Didnt concentrate cuz i seat wae at the bck. Came to class late, tats y no place infrnt. Aft lecture, gt tutorial.....but magically, i cn solve the tutorial quest easily walaupun did nt listen to the lecture!!! hehehe...i ended skul at 330 todae.....then straight head home....gt stomach upset.....waited for iefah n farizs to cum to my house. since jln raya to ustazah house was cancel last minute, the whole gang plan to go to town.....i wanna find adidas wallet!!! but aft visiting all adidas shop in singapore, i cnt find any wallet i like...haiz.....then we lepak for awhile n reach home ard 10+.....Well, 2mmrw im starting work...hope cn make a gd 1st impression....heheh...I nd money n i hope cn earn enough tis mnth!

Well, im fed up todae....i cnt print my NS medical questionaire!! widout it, i cnt submit the forms!! N my mum bising2!! Bingit tau...its nt easy to print it cuz its nt an attachment files....i hope fana will b able to print it out by 2mrrw

(You Can Be Faster Than The Wind But You Can't Be Faster Than The Time.)

2008-10-22T21:48:00.000-07:00

WuHOOO!! Solve my laptop prob!!! Atlast cn blog n do alot of stuf!!! Have to format my comp though...haiz.....lost sum impt data n pics!!! N also music...but nvm, its a small price to pay....now left to install the relevant programms for skul....hmmmm, well my 1st tyme blogging...n im sure it will not b the last!!!

Well, todae was a tiring dae! Lucky skul end early at 1. Meet up wif iefah n when hunting for adidas bag n wallet....y so diff to get adidas wallet?? aft a few hrs of rounding west mall, we head home. soon aft tat, i was past aslip....guesse i was dammmed tired till didnt notice sum1 msging...heheh....sowie...i woke up at 7 pm...was late for my breakfast!! hahah....mum's cook was so delicious.....cnt help it lah....then i when looking at my fishes....yar.....i juz bought 2 new fighting fish....since flareon had died.....sad sey..had hym for 1 yr pluz!! Guesse it was tyme.....now thinking of naming the 3 male fighting fish, 2 female fighting fish, 1 pleco, 2 cory n 2 shirmp....ok...i noe it sound strange, but i luv my pet fish!! I will upload my fish pic soon...ehheheh

Since comp was reformat...i nd to download n install 'impt' prog!! hahaha.....Had a long talk wif Kak Fad abt DSY youth....alot of advices she gave me, she said i nd to learn how to sae no!! hehehe....

(God will nt gave a person a test where he/she cnnt cope)